June 30, 2023
OUTRUN
Months leading to this, it was all excruciating and enduring the pain along the process of writing. Delusions of thinking I could possibly save it from disdain were just part of the process. I could never run out of it, so let me walk you through it. Some of these poems were written solely when we were together but now it has ended I could finally say 'I wish you could've done this better'. Here is where my heart lies, where my mind rest, where I became insane for someone who isn't right, trying to settle down with uncertainty thinking I could fix it, here are eluded thoughts at 2 am, crying alone trying to figure out what have I done, here's to all the blame and whining about that time, here's to the memories I'm trying to outrun. Here's Outrun.
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March 3, 2023
Lost in Pages
A storm is approaching us, and no one is safe. A collision between the past, the present, and the future is forecasted. One more thing, this day, expect papers flying because we’re all lost in pages.
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Don’t forget to bring your umbrellas and expect some hard feelings. We’re bound to go this way!
Lost in Pages includes poems that weren’t included in their respective collection, these include poems that have never been seen before. It fits its respective collection, but it wasn’t included due to its relevance THAT TIME.
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February 24, 2023
never after
never after... a phrase used that could mean a thousand words. It could be about how you consider things after all that has happened, or it could be how things were after it all happens. A world full of fantasies but all of them crumbled. You never trusted anything ever again, never after.
The sound of never after brings so many stories. So much that you’ll wish you never consider it.
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January 21, 2023
correction
Mistakes that haunt you wherever and whenever you stumble to remember. We all wanted to forget but we aren’t allowed to do so.
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At some point in our lifetime, we all do experience wanting to go back to a certain period of time and change everything knowing that it would alter the way things happen.
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Grieving for the lost time, asking yourself ‘why?’.
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The clock runs back, offering you a way to rewrite your past. Would you take it?
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December 16, 2022
Immature
An annoyingly painstaking experience of going through growing up being demanded of ‘the things you should do’.
We’ve all been kid once, now that we’re trying to grow, so many things have been thrown against us; do this, do that, try having this, you’re not doing it properly.
What’s wrong on doing things as you normally do?
We wound up painting ourselves with what they wanted to see, what they wanted to see you act.
Believe me, being immature is fucking joyous, but acting like it doesn’t end well.
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Illustration by: Omorfi Kardia
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December 13, 2022
Purple Feelings
Love’s an enjoyment of being in a pleasurably painful yet fulfilling part of life. Without love, nothing will prevail. Love's a crucial part of our existence, whether it is obsessively crazed, or sweetly and naively discovered.
These ones have been the stories of finding love out of every sight you could possibly think of or get ahold of. The sweetness of getting lost with the one you want, up til the parting ways.
For some of us, love is self-imposed, and it is endowed with such commitment which should be shared and shouldn't be one-sided.
Love may not be as passionate as red, it may not be expensive as gold, but it is also neither sad as blue.
It's a mixture of PURPLE FEELINGS...
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November 11, 2022
Turmoil
The shared stories of imagination, experience, and observation of unrequited feelings through conversations that has coincided with the darkest phase whereas the emotions were hard to touch and we're losing our minds trying to get over it. This collection is endowed with the disorientation and disturbance caused by the inflicted pain of not quite fitting in towards different aspects.
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"The continued endless loop of turmoil, tranquility, doubt, and peace, as we live in the moment."
-Caesius
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October 16, 2022
SPOTLiGHTS
The smell of fresh ink on pages, the nights we suffered long bawling over what has been lost, has now ended. The feelings that burned bright during the process of moving on, the questions that keep you up late at night, and the longing for answers from someone who used to be by your side. Here are 14 different stories that showcase scattered hearts and sleepless nights that deserve to be told.
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