OUTRUN

Months leading to this, it was all excruciating and enduring the pain along the process of writing. Delusions of thinking I could possibly save it from disdain were just part of the process. I could never run out of it, so let me walk you through it. Some of these poems were written solely when we were together but now it has ended I could finally say 'I wish you could've done this better'. Here is where my heart lies, where my mind rest, where I became insane for someone who isn't right, trying to settle down with uncertainty thinking I could fix it, here are eluded thoughts at 2 am, crying alone trying to figure out what have I done, here's to all the blame and whining about that time, here's to the memories I'm trying to outrun. Here's Outrun.